Thursday, March 11, 2010

#14 - Free To Dance

This song in my heart
This song in my soul
This song I was born to sing
It's Your song of freedom
Now I'm free to dance again

I'll sing in the darkness
I'll laugh in the rain
Rejoice in Your love again
It's Your song of freedom
Now I'm free to dance again


Your spirit brings me liberty
Your breath of life has set me free

JESUS, Your love it lifts me high
Gives me reason to run this race with joy
This song within me Lord
Will bless Your Holy Name
JESUS, I'll dance before Your throne
Bring this heavenly sound to You alone
This song within me Lord
Will bless Your Holy Name


Yeah!!!  Rejoice in Him always!!!! 


Thursday, March 04, 2010

#13 - Midnight Oil? nahhh...

Midnight...

While everyone were sleeping, I was fully awake. Trying to get some sleep but can't...
It was cooling, with air-con turned on and with a nice blanky (blanket)... still can't sleep! Sigh...from now on I must no have any coffee drinks after 8pm... Unless the next day I'm having day-off or holidays!

Now... I think I got panda-eyes! @_@

So if you can't sleep, your mind will be sure function actively and this was what happened! Lying down, this thought came knocking on my head... then another 1...another 1... this and that... Don't want it to occupied too much in my brain, pray is the only solution. Praying in tongues and words...asking Father to calm me & give me peace...eventually leading praying for future spouse! Geng ahhh...

I think I managed to grap some nap though but eventually very fast awake! "tict-toct...tict-toct..." with dogs barking I can hear it clearly. Is already 3am!!! Wuahhhhh~!!! I could also hear the trash-bins being lifted up by the MPKKs...still can't sleep~!!!!

4.12am...
Looked at the time with many thoughts playing in my mind. That's it! I got up and went into a room and pray again! This time, where I really list out those particular issues that been bothering me quite a while, telling Him how I felt and what I wanted but afraid of not seeing it come true. I know I have to surrender evertything to Him but my freshly desire was scared of losing it; scared of dissapoinment; scared of being hurt once again... But yes... pray pray pray is the only solution! Pray that God will increase in me while I myself will decrease. Finally, I just leave it all to God and asking Him to show me the way and take whole of my relationship issues.

Then, I walked out from the room & try to get some sleep... It was 4.21am.

With mouth mumbling in tongues and heart fill with excitement (yea...is excitement which I dunno why)... gradually my eye-lits were getting heavier and heavier... ZzzzzZzzzz


In fact, I think I will keep on doing what I have been doing just now...sent a message of encouragement once a while to build up the....?? Hahahahha... should I...? Will see how it goes :)

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

#12 - POSITIONED

Here is an article that I read, which I find it quite meaningful. Part of it sound like this :

" Created to live with purpose, we want to know we have something to give. We were also created with the desire for belonging. While God intended to meet these desires with Himself, we often look to the tangible to find fulfillment, even in the body of Christ.
  If we believe our importance in the body of Christ comes from whatever position we hold in the church, that distort our purpose - and that of the church. But God established the church to be a representation of His glory, not our own. When we base our sense of purpose on what those in leadership ask us to do, we set ourselves up for disappoinment and open the door for offenses.
  To function well as he body of Christ, each of us must -

1. Recognize that God, not man, is the ONE who position us for ministry (Eph 4: 7, 11)
2. Submit to the God-ordained process of being equipped for ministry and be willing to train under those whom God has put in place (Eph 4:12)
3. Grow to be more and more like Jesus (v.15)
4. Know your part and help others grow spiritually (v.16)

The church exists to show the goodness and glory of God " - Regina Franklin

As I read it over and over again...God spoke to me through this article. Doubts and questions before that were all being answered :D  What I need to do is to sign up for the Ellel-7-Days School (yes...it has been bothering me whether or not to go...) Where to get those money to pay the fees is NOT the main problem anymore. I........ finally SIGN UP  ! The rest of the issues... Jesus, I surrender it all to You!

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Few days ago had a dream, which caused me think it over and over again...till now T_T  A dream that I want to happen in real-life (wahhahahaha) but can it be? Hmmmm... I wonder.
Was it from fresh (own desire) or a vision?
It pop up again during prayer meeting yesterday night (opps...) but with different situation & surrounding.

Hmmmm... very farnieeeee... apa mcam sekarang~~!!!
就顺其自然吧。。。做好我的本份及别过界。。。嘻嘻。。。

continue to pray... P.U.S.H... pray pray pray!!!




"I also human lar..."

Friday, February 05, 2010

#11 - Is All Right...

God said to Gideon, " It is all right, do not be afraid..."  - Judges 6:23

Do you ever know how it feels when God comfort you with the words that He said to Gideon? I know! I felt the peace in my heart, and can sense that God is saying that phrase with a gentle voice...what a comfort~ It always reminds me that He is always there watching over me ^^

All fear can be dealt with by Jehovah- Shalom; I who is our peace

Thank you, Father



Saturday, January 23, 2010

#10 - 讲爽 je...

最近一直注意到这一位演员在银幕上。。。一直的出现。。。是谁呢?
锵锵锵。。。 谢佳见

坦白讲一句, 他蛮的!^^ 謝小生喜歡笑得眞,而且總是笑得陽光燦爛。。。
(这一点,我本人非常的同意!!! ) 谢小生是2003年才華橫溢出新秀出道的。。。第一次看他的演出好像是2004年《靈犀草》。。。那时觉得怎么呆呆的。。。说话怪怪的。。。!!! 那时是 我本人对谢小生第一次演戏 的印象。。。蛮不好的 (嘻嘻。。。)之后。。。还会偶尔的看他出现在 NTV7。对谢小生最深刻的印象就是他那一颗老虎牙 + 燦爛的笑容。。。就这么多了。。。

直到呢最近。。。这一两年内吧。。。开始注意到他的演艺进步了很多。本人就开始挣大眼睛了。。。发觉到不错嘛。。。真的是一位有不断在进步的艺人。。。

谢小生在《美食廚師男》 乞丐的造型。。。撤撤地地的改变了我对他的观念。。。之后。。。不必多说了。。。有他演出的戏剧。。。我一定看!!!只要能够看到的。。。我多会抽时间来看他的演出。。。

现在。。。NTV7 正播放着 《我爱麻糍》。。。Yeah!!! 在这部戏。。。发觉到谢小生的演艺又进步了+感觉到很像很自然的演出。。。我看得也超开心!

谢佳见。。。加油!







不需要多,我只奢求大家可以记住我的名字,我叫谢佳见。”
其实,在很久以前,我就已经记住了,也没打算要忘记。。。
加油!


Friday, January 22, 2010

# 9 - Woohoo memang Cantik Sekali~!!!

最近与家人亲戚看了一部电影 - 《大日子WooHoo》...一句话来形容...赞!!!
这是一部完全100%本地创作。。。国产品 ^^  又稿笑、幽默、温馨。。。最难得的是多种语言派上了用场! 你要广东 - 有!华文 - 有!国语 - memang pun! 英文 - Bingo! 客家语 - 有啊!福建 - 又有!

所以说。。。有谁不会看到一半就会发出内心一笑呢。。。 说真的。。。我感到非常的感动!每一位演员都拿捏的不错。。。尤其是那一班MyFM DJ。。。他们真的很认真呢!哦。。。还有Bernard Hiew这位弟兄。。。Orang Kay-kay ni。。。果然为亚庇争光!

说真的。。。当看完了这一部电影后。。。开始觉得 “Hmmmm...马来西亚的中文电影有前途了” Waliaoooo。。。可能你会问 “有没有酱厉害噢。。。?”  Well...why not ^^

所以。。。马来西亚。。。你能够的!!! MyFm DJs 及 Astro 主持人。。。也能!!!



 

 

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Psalm 51 - #8

Have mercy on me, O God,
according to You unfailing love;
according to Your great compassion
blot out my trangressions.
Wash away all my iniquity
and cleanse me from my sin.
For I know my trangressions,
and my sin is always before me.
Against You, You only, have I sinned
and done what is evil in Your sight,
so that You are proved right when You speak
and justified when You judge.

Surely I was sinful at birth,
sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
Surely You desire truth in the inner parts;
You teach me wisdom in the inmost place.
Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean;
wash me, and I will be whiter than the snow.
Let me hear joy and gladness;
let the bones You have crushed rejoice.

Hide Your face from my sins
and blot out all my iniquity.

Create in me a pure heart, O God,
and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from Your presence
or take Your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of Your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
Then I will teach transgressors Your ways,
and sinners will turn back to You.

Save me from bloodguilt, O God,
the God who saves me,
and my tongue will sing of Your righteousness.
O Lord, open my lips,
and my mouth will declare Your praise.

You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;
You do not take pleasurein burnt offerings.
The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;
a broken and contrite heart,
O God, You will not despise.

In Your good pleasure make Zion prosper;
build up the walls of Jerusalem.
Then there will be righteous sacrifices,
whole burnt offerings to delight You;
then bulls will be offered on Your altar.


Saturday, January 02, 2010

New Year 2010 - #7

2010... Is a new beginning to everyone; of coz including me...

Looking back at 2009, indeed is a year I grown & learned much in many areas especially in work & dealing with people... Emo been up & down throughout the year... I can be very happy at a time; yet I can turn & get upset at the sametime due to some minor things... Was I over re-act...? But I conclude that is a learning process...

Responsibility is a BIG word for me in 2009... and because of lack of responsiblities, many things that done in 2009 aren't that perfect...I will said sucks...~ Knew that could do better... Thus, in 2010...Lord, lead me and guide me in my work, in ministry & relationship between family, friends, co-workers & church...I cannot do it with my own strength. All things are possible in You + my willingness ^^

I wana see a BIG breakthrough in 2010 in every areas!!!

 - Hope that I will not be so emo too... T_T 
 - Do things with Love & Passion
 - Breakthrough in my quiet-time with God
 - Reaching out to youngsters & mua frensss...
 - and... *ahem*
 - Lose weight (YES!)
 - Financially blessings ^^
 - etc...etc...

Wow...list will go on if I don't stop typing it out...
Oh yea... I have to list down some items to Rev Eric...prepare name-list for Kiddies' Club... etc...

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

对你有感觉...? - #6

无解的眼神心  像海底针
光是猜测  我食欲不振
有点烦人  又有点迷人
 
浪漫没天份  反应够迟钝
不够谨慎   花挑错颜色
但很矛盾   喜欢你的笨
 
微笑再美再甜  不是你的  都不特别
眼泪再苦再咸  有你安慰  又是晴天
靠的再近再贴  少了拥抱  就算太远
 
全世界只对你有感觉
 
玩的再疯再野  你瞪一眼  我就收敛
马路再宽再远  只要你牵  就很安全
我会又乖  又黏温柔体贴  绝不敷衍
 
我只对你有感觉
 
体贴却黏人  爱哭却温顺
有时天真   有时很邪恶
对你耍狠   就是舍不得
 
请吸收养分  让脑袋平衡
要你现身   动作慢吞吞
怎么承认   我非你不可
 
演唱 :飞轮海 & Hebe ^^




完了。。。完了。。。 >.<""


hmmm...at the sametime...Lord, I lift it up to You!!!


ps: somehow...year 2010 will be a better year...i can sense it/ smell it (haahahhaha)...and I know something GREAT will happen...??!!!


** one more day... Year 2010 will be here... another Great Year waiting ahead for us to capture... Need to plan well for it oredi...

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Dear Bloggy... - #5

Dear bloggy...

Times passes real fast...another few more days we will step into year 2010!!! Me had started this blog not long ago and I know that I haven't been updating it quite SOMETIMES *yeaaaaah~* In year 2010, I will try ma best to update it as often as possible ^^

Ok... I just wana express how was my day yesterday (Sunday) As usual morning is church services til noon... then went for lunch with our church projectionist teams *ehehehhe...* at Secret Recipe. Excellent time!

Then, went for 2nd appointment - meeting an old friend at Yoyo Lintas - Wilkins Lim.. Gosh...it has been a while not seeing him or hear from him after he started working in QE... I never knew that this place(Yoyo Lintas) is so packed with ex-All Saints' people!!! Just by sitting there...is like every half-an hour time, you will meet someone familiar ... not bad...not bad...

At night, spent sometimes with my cousins - Alan & Elaine... we watched Avatar! Good movie though...but 3D lagi best kalao ada!!!

Yeaps... that's how i spent my Sunday...which will only happen occasionally... a timt to relax & relate with other ;)

Year 2010... I'm looking forward to you!!! Dear God... guide me too along the new year and also...another step closer to You, God...I pray too that I can meet my NEEDS in 2010 ^^


Friday, November 06, 2009

SHE - 锁住时间

继续向前迈进!!! - #4

我: HellooOOoooooo xxx (没得到对方的同意。。。所以不方便写。。。)


xxx:Hiiiiiiiiiii。。。


我:你在哪里呀。。。可以找你出来喝茶吗。。。?


xxx:我在office做着我的东西哦。。。


我:哦。。。知道你要走了。。。很舍不得你吖。。。


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我们最后还是没有见面因为她有工作在身。。。回想起来。。。我们认识了也有两年多的时间了。。。也曾经共同合作过。。。所以友谊就酱慢慢得累积起来。。。在她身上我学到了很多东西而说真的我也满佩服她的。。。
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在回家的路途中。。。无意中听到了这首歌在 MyFM。。。 - SHE 的 锁住时间 。。。蛮感动的。。。这首歌不只是写给情人。。。但我相信也是写给友情的。。。


虽然觉得蛮不舍。。。但为了神的事工。。。必须向前走。。。姐妹。。。加油!!! 


我不担心我们的友谊会变质  因为我们俩是在神的事工里服侍。。。友谊是不会变的!!!



 










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是桃花染红等待的脸
是鸳鸯弄皱三月的湖水
是春风围绕 把我们圈在里面
思绪飞舞成蝴蝶

一并肩哪里都像花园
一牵手做每件事都像庆典
一谈心聊天 走进另一个世界
有梦 就会实现

锁住 时间 让感动蔓延
你的 手心 许着盟约
Oh一起锁住 时间 留更多纪念
最爱 剪贴 属于我们 的细节


在不能见时种下思念
任思念开花结果长成眷恋
将眷恋串成 独一无二的项链
吻在 你的胸前

锁住 时间 让感动蔓延
你的 手心 许着盟约
Oh一起锁住 时间 留更多纪念
最爱 剪贴 属于我们 的细节


快乐就剩下照片 幸福就剩下怀念
我听到真心碰到真心的瞬间
发出了清脆铃声 像音乐美得人落泪
说一句肺腑之言让天听见
做一件无怨无悔的事让天看见Wooh
会不会天就忘了转动时间Wooh
看着我们的故事嫉妒又赞美

锁住 时间 让感动蔓延
你的 手心 许着盟约
Oh一起锁住 时间 留更多纪念
最爱 剪贴 属于我们 的细节
锁住 时间 留更多纪念
最爱 剪贴 属于我们 的细节 
 

 
 

Friday, October 23, 2009

God is LOVE _Forever - #3

God is our (YOU & ME...n Yes!!!  is YOU...!!!) loving Father ...

When the word F.O.R.E.V.E.R comes to my mind...i felt the hug of God embracing me...i feel soooooo love by Him... somemore is everlasting FOREVER LOVE!!!  Awww~!!!

This reminds me of the Forever Friends Bear...





There's a bear holding a love shape... 

    
Just like God holding us in His arms... :)



Thursday, October 22, 2009

Shinning Pearls _in Him - #2



Ever wonder how does a pearl is being process? A pearl is made up of calcium carbonate in minute crystalline form, which has been deposited in concentric layers.

We're like pearls...little little shinning pearls in God's eyes.

How to be a Shinning Pearl? We have to be mold by God... and the process of molding is very uncomfortable - where we have to really rely on Him, come out of our comfort zone and sacrifices of times or self interest have to be made too... Stretching will also come in as part of the process...is not easy but is Challenging!!!

Remember that you're not alone! Coz He is with you & me throughout the time.

Finally... at the end...we will be like the shinnig pearl...where people will come to us because they see there's something different (reflection of Christ) in us and is good & they too will long for God's love, a relationship with our Heavenly Father.


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

20th Oct 2009 - #1

Hmmm... She is:

- Still learning how to make the blog nicer...
- Still trying to get the gadjet she wanted to put in her blog
- Still searching a tool to upload a melody into her blog (she has found a nice song!)

mmmm...so many things in her mind...

When will she be able to start blogging leh?

Ms Lee...!!! Faster Ooooo...!!!

Monday, October 19, 2009

Starter...

She is browsing around the blog...wondering wheter to start blogging or not...

Search...search...search & think think think...

Finally she sign up!!!

But...

It took a while to start the FIRST blog...

....

Here you go...

More to come once she has a rough idea for the whole blogging thingy...
Thus...

Please wait patiencely for the upcoming blogsss...


Truly,
miss LeeYY